Date:	2004-07-23 08:48
Subject:	lovely lovely
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm

I think all this fasting is making you girls irritable. Get over it & get over yourselves. :op

Things here have been going well. Restriction & such.

I just realized how easy it would be for me to fast this summer. So I'm planning to go for a week. I heard that if you fast for 10 days you loose all sense of addictions. Anyone find this true?

Whats the deal with exercise when all of you fast?  I'm thinking of exercising tomorrow (Day 2 of fast)  but don't you get back to your normal energy levels by the 4th day of a fast?


Thanks for everyone being here when I need you. If you ever need anything just ask.  I think right now it's best to pull together as a group with similar troubles. We know how harsh the world is & this is where I come to get away from it. So please don't make this community fall apart. <3

Date:	2004-06-19 13:18
Subject:	New food journal..
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

Woke up and my mom kept me busy with a project for awhile.

Then did about 15 min of Pilates.
Went shopping with my mom, bought a new (food) journal and lots of fruits and veggies. Neither of us ate lunch, so we shared some fruit. Maybe a little bit too much.

9:00am- Juice of 1 orange

12:00pm- 2 oranges

3:00pm- 3 Bananas,  1 cup blueberries

4:00pm- 4 peaches, 4 apricots, 2 cherries

at 6:00pm I'll have 1/2 a cucumber



I went a little overboard around 3-4:00pm.  Oh well. I still came in under 800 calories. <<Which is pretty good for me hence yesterday I binged.

Date:	2004-06-18 09:38
Subject:	My First Post...
Security:	Public
Mood:	irate
Music:	jack off jill

I'm 16, suffering from major depression & bulimia.


Background:


8th grade: gained about 15 pounds that year from a broken ankle, and mild depression set in. Became a vegetarian.

9th grade: Tampored with throwing up after feeling totally disgusted. I was suicidal & hospitalized 2 times.  I started throwing up everyday after school. I found out my best friend had an eating disorder. I told her boyfriend and we got in huge fights. Terrible year.

Summer after 9th grade: Boyfriend problems. I stopped eating for awhile. Beame a vegan. Lost a lot of weight and was completely anti-social for most of the summer.

Begining of 10th grade: Compulsive eating set in. Was hospitalized another time. Completely anti-social. Switched schools twice. Gained lots and lots of weight.

End of 10th grade: Many family problems. Tried weed for the first time. Got to a school I liked with friends I kind of like. Became a raw foodist & ate "normally" for aobut 3 months. Got some of the excess weight off, but I'm still kinda chubby.


Now: Started summer off with a three day purging fest.  Plan to lose all my excess weight this summer. Remain raw vegan.